Showing posts with label Fiction. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Fiction. Show all posts

Saturday, June 25, 2016

Untitled, Part One: The Body

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This is part of an original fiction series using an altered version of an established continuity, commonly known as fan fiction. No claim is made to ownership of the original content used for inspiration, and no permission is granted to republish this new work elsewhere. The story takes place in an alternate timeline of Tamriel from the The Elder Scrolls series of games.
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The Body


Phan-xu stared at the body. It was not one of her kind: no scales, no prognathous snout, not even a tail. She had seen dead bodies before. Birds, small lizards, even aged members of her own people who had returned to the soil. But never had she seen anyone, living or dead, who wasn't one of her people.

The sun was low in the sky and all was quiet except for the buzz of the insects busying themselves on and around the corpse. Phan-xu stayed at a distance. The sight was intriguing but unsettling, and scavengers would soon be drawn to that spot. Large birds were already pecking at it. In the marshlands bodies disappeared quickly, and interested beasts such as snapjaws would not pass up an additional meal that might be lingering about.

The sight of death never failed to fascinate Phan-xu. Worse still was seeing an injured animal and knowing it would struggle in pain before its end. Members of her village would put such animals out of their misery, but Phan-xu was certain she could never bring herself to do it. The talk of birth and death and the endless cycle of life didn't change how she felt about such things. Each moment had its own meaning and value, even if it was one of desperation and misery.

The smell had brought her here, to this small hill in a clearing. The pungent, disturbing odor of death. She had expected to find one of the  larger animals native to the area, such as those they used to guard to village or to carry their goods. Those sometimes passed away from illness or injury rather than falling to predators. On one occasion she had managed to edge close enough to the body of one of the more ferocious beasts that roamed those parts to touch it. She had been scolded for her carelessness, a lesson which still had enough strength to overcome her curiosity about this new discovery.

The basket she had been carrying to gather leaves and berries sat idly behind her. She was old enough to go out on her own now, and she felt pride in that. She sat looking at the stranger and wondered why they had come here. Outsiders were rare and considered dangerous nuisances. Her people still told stories of the many troubles the outsiders had caused them, the grief. After the world changed, her kind retreated to their homeland and took up a simpler way of life. Phan-xu had heard of camps where some of her people traded news and goods with outsiders under the protection of warriors, but the camps were nowhere near her village.

A zizat bird called out as a light rain started, abandoning a piece of rotten fruit a few feet from Phan-xu. The rain changed the weight of the scents in the air, disturbing and dispersing them. Drops ran down Phan-xu's brownish-green face, and she wondered what it would have been like to live in the world that had been, unaware of the presence that crept toward her.

Tuesday, May 31, 2016

Opening Post: Real life fiction, game/story fiction, and being an expanded person through exploring stories



Just a quick post after setting this thing up so it isn't empty until I write something more substantial.

As to what I might write here, well, it depends on the day. Basically, humans create and immerse themselves in narratives and stories that they use to interpret the world around them as well as to understand themselves. We have many aspects, or sub-personalities, that form as a result of these stories as part of our reaction to events, so we can be somewhat different people under different circumstances.

Knowing that, I'm not bothered when I am conflicted about how to react to something, or unsure how to respond, or when I suddenly switch frequencies between one aspect of personality to another. Reading fiction (books, comic books, etc), watching fiction (plays, movies, television) and playing fiction (tabletop games, video games) allow us grow and become more interesting, versatile people. We may not always directly pretend we are in that fictional universe as an original character (except for maybe many video games where that's part of the fun), but even vicariously we still learn to see through the eyes of characters we didn't create and don't control.

Beyond that kind of fiction, we have the fiction and pseudo-fiction from our ethnic, political, and religious identities. That isn't to say no political or religious statements are true, but that they too use stories and metaphors that introduce artificial concepts and objects into our consciousness. These can be constructive tools, like negative numbers in math, or they can be obstructions or even dangers. And whatever type of stories we are talking about, people can get their identities so wrapped up in them than they become belligerent or openly violent (see religious and political extremists, members of fiction/gaming fandoms who tweet death threats and dox people seen as "the enemy", etc).

So yeah, there are immature, unaware/unenlightened, small minded turd-farmers out there who try to ruin things for others, but that's the downside. Again, there is much to the upside in terms of expanding who we are, being comfortable with our stables of selves (even the aspects we sometimes find embarrassing or annoying), and connecting to/bringing fun and joy to others.

For me, the journey can be through any medium. If it means exploring esoteric currents in atheism, Christianity, and Buddhism, so be it. If it means observing (or criticizing) how some US conservatives/far right evangelicals continue to develop a separate narrative as their own version of reality gets further from the rest of the world, that's fine. If it means taking a stroll through Tamriel as an Argonian or wandering through Eorzea as a Miqo'te, great. Or maybe on some occasions it might mean visiting the strange, sometimes unsettling worlds of Haruki Murakami or Neil Gaiman. I've explored thousands of stories and the worlds they create, and each expands my horizons and insights.

So I can't really say exactly what will come up here at any given time. But you are welcome to tag along.

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